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` My{y sp}}, {p ~pty r s|q{yz }.
Suu y{pxp| uuruy xpy yu|u~yu r tp|u~~} uyy r q} tywu~y yu|u~y u|ru{p My{y p{p.
^p xpy yu|u~y q| tu|p~ sp}}z My{y r t My{y.
^ q| tu|p~, q yruy My{y r~yx t{}u~r ~uqu.
My{y sp}}p {pxp|p t yu|u~y.
Xu|ru{p My{y rxrp| t tp { sp}}u My{y, {p r|u ruz y~u||u{p|~z |y} r 23,October.2014 Bu|u~~z.
My{y sp}}p ~py| u|ru{p My{y yx|uy, y|x My{y sp}}.
My{y sp}}p y}uu r{yu q~y u~y, yu|u~yu y qu~yu.
Asy xruxt q|uu uu }y||y~r uy|, uy}ur} sp}} My{y pxtu| rus |t}y.
Asy xruxt uupwu~~ My{y sp}} r ryt rus |tuz.
^ t yu|u~y xpy My{y tu|p ru |tuz.
^p xpy r|u q} tywu~y xpwyr|u~y My{y.
B }wuu tu|p wu { z xpyy.
Np ur} sr ' xp{pxp sp}} My{y yp pzrp...»
R|rp yt r rpu} }u.
My{y sp}}p ~pty r rpu} ' I'consciousness.
R|rp My{y sp}}, r{|u~ |rp, {u r t}puu.
Kstp |rp My{y sp}}, t|{~ rp ruut.
Kstp ~u |rp My{y sp}}, t|{~ rp qp~.
I xpu} {}p~tp qpx ~p |rp My{y sp}}.
^ tu|pu yu|u~y yt.
Kstp r |yu skype My{y yu|u~yu {|pp trptp px,
B p~ryu wu ru~ yu|u~y u|ru{p My{y.



(|utyu ysr, u|ruu{z My{y)

^ xpy yu|u~y p{p r 2009 st.
Bu xpyy ~ywu — {| 10-20 }y~ ty~ px.
K|yu~ q| r ~{|syu{} syp|u r uu{u Rysp.
Wu|yu| My{y q| t}p r Op{u.
^p xpy {pxrpu u tu}p y pxsx{y 13 y~ 20 y|.
Rqu~yu q| tu|p~ |u{~~z u tq~z u|u~ {|yu~p y y~pt|uwpyz }~u PC.

6/13/2009 (RA)
My{y |p| u|yu|~ ~usy |{ urz px.

6/21 (Sun)
Suu pr st ({|yu~), uu~y y |urs |us{s }uppx |us{y
ileft y}uu waterj y ~u}u~yu ~s y prz {y wp~.

6/22 (P~.)
(K|yu~) «Dqu , p| u~ , q|pstp rp u~ }~s.
Rust~ }u~ q|y s| y rpwu~yu ~uus|~ | utp.
ru} y}}r tu}u~yy p{ p~ '

Np tp~~} pu ~y}p~yu pq ~py| }u~, y}} rur y}}p}.
Rtuwp~yu pq, tu|p| pq x~p~y, ~rrp ~p y~}pyy {|yu~p.
Rtuwp~yu pq q|y y{y yx u |ur, {}p~tp pq {pwt} r tu|~, ~p{~u ~ppr| r u|yu|~ ~usy.

(K|yu~) «Suu rrrp| {p{ qt |yr p{~{ r q|y y{y |urz p y u| p| y~u,
Mwu q, {p{ rpxp, stu u| r tq~u ~u}u~yu rup|u~yu |y|y y}|.
S~{yu ~usyy yx urz p{.
O~u}u~yu r prz {u r|u ty} p|p.
Pprz sty tuu~yqy|yxyrp~~u wp~.
P-uw~u} pu }pp {}{r.
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(K|yu~) «` y}u| q| r wyru ~p xpt~uz py wu|t{p 6 pr.
Suu rqu ry|p q| r wyru.
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6/23 (B)
(K|yu~) «` q|pstp rp xp yu|u~yu rup.
P|z ~ rrrp| q| ~p xpt~uz prz sty y wyrp.
Puz~ ~urp|syy rq|yxy uu~y p~r |us{z q|y.
T }u~ u~, pyq rp}. "

(K|yu~) «` rrrp| xt r{s ~p, r |y, p xpu} ~p |q.
P|u s p| r p|~z.
Suu ~| y qpyu r~y}p~yu, ~u}u~yu r prz {u yux|p.
` }s |us{ |u{~~z u.
O~u}u~yu r ~sp yx}u~y| ~p }s{yz ~u}u~yu.
^ p~ t| }u~.
` rr uq u~ {}~ u|p.
A| r xpt~uz py wu|t{p y}uu yuxp uut pqz, q q|ux~u~~}.
O~u}u~yu q|s p|p prz {y yux|p rup, y uu tp|u ~u}u~yu urs p|p.»

P.S. Suu, |urz s|px ~p|y {r yx } y xt
Np|yz {r |urz s|px p.
Mwu q Du{.
Magmitt, {z r|u }utyy~ tuu{pyy tu|p| y|u~y 2 pq|u{y {pwtz px 1 pq|u{p rup.

P.S. Suu xp}uy|, q|z u{ y q| r s|u yuxp.

6/25 ()
2:00
Iu|u~yu uyy |tu~ ({|yu~) ~u p|p yx-xp ru} qutp, ~ Iu|u~yu uyy r 10:30 q| u~ r u|y.
Dp~yu q| ~p|{ {}~ y rrrp| {p|rp~yu r trp quy p{wu.
Sp} q|p p q| r uu~y, twu|t~z wu|ux, r{s {p ({z tr|~ y|~ |ypu q|y ~upry|~u ru}).
B ~uq|z xr{ wp~yu rt r |us{y.
Kstp ru} q|{p~u, r~u q|~ p{} |y .
T}, utuqyu~yu q| p~ y ~u q| r zyrz |.
(y p|, t{p).
B qutu~~u ru} ~u y y}}r.
^u{ rpus yu|u~y uyy s}u~.
Ou~ y|~z u{. Ou~, u~. u~, prtp.
O~ q|pstpu~ xp }u~.
` uup| y~y}p |u{prp tuu{pyy.
(O~ p~ry ~u ~w~)
Defecateempty p| yz wu|z |z ~.
(D s defecateempty q| u~ y ru~z xu|u~z pz)
` q| u~ p|yr.

5:00
(K|yu~)
^ q| tu{y{pyy r p|u t rut}|u~y rpuz .
A| ryp~ q{yr{y qp~p~ defecateempty, y q| tu|p~ t|wpuz |z ~.
S|{ uzp |y| s}~z ~{z ~usyy.

6:00
(K|yu~) ~pp|p ~{z ~usyy rru|y }u~ rur quy { {p{ qt r|~ {up~p,.
P} s|rp, |y |y| ~{yu ~usyy {p{ }ps~y~u |u.
Hpu} ~sy, qu~~ r uyyu{} ~u tru prz ~sy, rru p q| ys|{p|rp~y. Nur|~ {yp| «Oh q|!»
P|u s ~{z ~usyy {p{ s|pwyrp~yu rru.
Hpu} ut}p Xp{p p|p suz y u|z }p.
` ~ rrrp| trywu~y {yu~y{p.
` |y| u~ y|~z ~{z ~usyy.
Ou~ ~{yu ~usyy ust~ u~ y|~p.
` p| u~, u~ p|yrp.
A|pstp rp }us utp.
` yuty~y| }y {y r }|yru.

(` pry| y}, y{pxp|, qty x~pu|~} ~ur|syu{s rp~r|u~y, } }s~ru~yu q| }wu yx|p).

(K|yu~) uu }y ~sy p~ry ~p|{ {}~.
P|u s, {p{ ~u}u~yu xp{~y|p, ~ yx}u~u~ ~p squ ~u}u~yu rp~r|u~y stprp.
` q, |y{} }~s yx rp, } Sp|y tu}yrp~ y ~upry|~. Suu rr uq p{.
B ~ptyu r t ~pus ru}u~y.
O~ tyr|u~ q|z ~usyy.
A|u pyq.

iI qy|y q|u}u p|yy,
P|u s y}p {}p~trp| us|yr{p p|yy healing.
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6/27 (q) 21:30
Kp{ r yu|u~y
(My{y) «u~yu, y{p y tier(physical,mind,spirit), K}p~t~p pqp yxyu{s r~, sty, |urs |us{s (rtp), uu~y.
K}u s, ~u}u~yu ~s y {, y{pwu~y us|yr{p p|yy. {u ~rp~ ~p y~}pyy {|yu~p.
B z uyy {}p~tp t| p{p q| |uty}.
(My{y) «Rtu|p ~}p|yxu {|u{y p{p, tprp qp~p r|~p.
Rtu|pzu pp{u p{r {|u{ us rprpu ~u~pry y|z |qry.
Rtu|pzu {|u{y ru~ r ~}p|~u {|u{y, tu|p p{r {|u{ ts {u~y {|u{ p{p.
Xq yx|uy u| y|z qux|r~z |qry.

B |utuz u ~pyp| |uty} qpx}.
(My{y) «D| s, q p u{p~,
P}~yu, ~ t|wu~ ruy ~uutru~~.
` qt yx}u~y pq|~ }|u~y p{p, {z ~pty r tx~p~yy.
` qt yx}u~y pq|~ }|u~y «` pyu~ p{p' { «@} ~|y ptpu p{p.»

(K|yu~) pyq.
Rust~ ~usy p{wu s}u~.
^~usy rru tr ~s y rzt quy {.
Mu u| p~ry u|}, u~ {}~.
^ u~yu {}p — {p px~u rrp.
Sp{ {}~.
` Rpyq rp} xp rp rpw~z p y rpy y|y.

(^p p y|p { }~u |u yu|u~y uyy q|uu u} ~p 20 }y~, {|yu~ t|wpu rrrp uq {}~ r ru})
(My{y) «` rrrp| ~|yr p{wu.
` rrrp| ~usy {p{ rx{ r |ut~yz px, ust~ rrrp| }s{z ~usyy rup.
Mwu q x~py, y}} rpus xpq|urp~y rt xp utu| ru~uz py s.

6/28/2009 (BR) 11:00 23 }y~ uyy.
B yu|u~y uyy tu~.
(My{y) ' u~yu
ithis x~ppu, truwtpyz y {}p~t intuitionj
Bus yu|u~y, yu~y tp, yyu{u y yxyu{u u|.
` |y| y~}py {|yu~p yx , x~q, s|r~p q| y ~u}~s }z r y {y.
` r{|y| y y}} r {}p~t~z pqu.
` tu|p| {}p~trp~yu tu|~ prz }|~z wu|ux, |us{y y uu~y, {pwtz tu|~, {p{ {pxp~ ~ywu.
«` xp{pxp { p{r} {|u{p} qp tsy}y ~}p|~ {|u{ u} yxr|uu~y q|{p.
Hp{pxrp r rtu, {p {p|yrpu r |us{y t| uu}uu~y ~p yxyu{z y{|yy y rtu|u~y yx sp~yx}p.
` s, q uu ~u}u~yu { y ~s y p{yryrp y rp~ry ~{yy ~ur~ {|u{ }xsp, rxp~~ ~u}u~yu.
` s, q {u{yrp tu}py p|yy y ~}p|yx qp|p~.
Sp{y} q| tuwy}u {}p~t.
Hpu} tqpry| y{p p{.
` s, q tp|y q|{r ~usyy urz p{ t ut}z p{.
P|ut~yz }u~ x~p~yu {pp p y y|~u~y r u| tu|pu.

(K|yu~) «R~pp|p q| Ly ~p urz,
X- ru| yx ruy r ru~uz py prz ~ s|r, {z q| {.
Oqu ~ uy q| pulled rru t~ru}u~~.
Kp{ q| s}~z }~z y|z, |y| sy~p {wp.
` t~| s| ~uut~p}uu~~.
Hpu}, su ~usyy y|y {|u~p { wyr, q| p{ u| y y~
D y tpwu uzp rr uq u~ u|.
Xp q|u} prp p|yy t|wp|y p ~u}~s q|y, |u~.
` rrrp| xt r{s ~p (p{ wu, {p{ y |u~yy urz uyy)
S~{p ~usy, ry| p{up u{ r uuty~u |pt~y { u|.
P|u s rrrp| uq |y{} wp{, q rx p xpru~u ~p u|u y pxtu| {ptysp~.
B rz |ry~u t~ }p| wyt{y, {p{ rtp ryp~ yx r|psp|yp, qty ~uq~.
Nu{u p{ru |y r |urz py {wy s|r (uzp s|rp p~ry wy~}) q| u~ ~u}~s xt.
V }u |y p~ry |}, uyt, ~ rr puffy p| }p|u~{yz }p|.
Dpwu uzp rr uq u~ u| r wyru.
Rpyq.

 

 


29, I~/2009 10:00
B Iu|u~yu uyy w ~p rup
(My{y) «{}p~tp rus yu|u~y, u, tu|p Oyu~yu tp, yyu{u y yxyu{u u|.
K}p~tp yu|u~y x~q, s|r~p q| y ~u}~s }z yp {p}y.
` tu|p| {}p~trp~yu tu|~ prz }|~z wu|ux, |us{y, uu~y y p{p |y |urz s|r.»
«` xp{pxp| q tp|y p{ru {|u{y y xp}u~y ~p xtru {|u{y, uu { p{, ru {|u{y p~r xtru {|u{y, y {|yu~ p~ry rqt~} p{p.
Py{pxrp rty yx rt, ~p{|u~~u r |us{y uxty ~p yxyu{z y{|yy.
` xp{pxp { py r| ~p s|ru.
` s, q us|yrp qp|p~ {y |p{y.
` s, q uu ~u}u~yu { y ~s y p{yryrp y rp~ry ~{yy ~ur~ {|u{ }xsp, rxp~~ ~u}u~yu.
` s, q {u{yrp tu}py p|yy y ~}p|yx qp|p~.
Hpu} tqpry| y{p p{.
` s, q tp|y q|{r ~usyy urz p{ t ut}z p{.
(Bus 30 }y~)

(K|yu~) «` t}p, |uu~yu t|wpu uu ~u xp}up {~p~y |uu~y.
` prtp|y r p|u {p{ q~.
Du{ defecateempty p{ }~s ~p px.
Ttyr|u~ r|u~yu yx|, {z u| rx rytu y {pxp rp}.
Dpwu uzp pu u~yu {p|rp~y.
P, {stp ~{yu ~usyy yty ru~uz py ~sy y tr, ~urpxy}z {p|rp~yu t|wp| t|su ru} r |urz ~u,
Mpp ~{yu ~usyy yty ~p pr ~s,
y|~u ~usyy, {z q| u{{y q| rz|{ qry,
P|u s s|rp q| u~ |urp y prp p{ t|s.
Hpu} ru~uz py s|r p| u|} y r s|rp q|p rrrp| xt y rrrp| uq {}~ r ~u{ |z.
C| q| u~ p xq r u} }|u.
Np{~u rrrp| sru y|yu r ru~uz py ~p.
Ppry|~z tqt{ p| xt, xpu} |urz tqt{ p| xt y uzp rr uq ~{yu ~usyy ~p |yu.
Bu} rpus tp xtp~yu}.
` rr uq u~ p|yr}.
Rpyq.

29, I~/2009, 22 pr
(K|yu~) «` rustp pyq.
C|r~p q| y x~q p| |u r ty~ tu~.
Rust~ xp}uy| urz px xr~~y{p r u~u {y |p{y u u{y
` q| tyr|u~ ~p u{yy y ~rp tyry| }u r xu{p|.
Du}y yx ry p| .»

` y}u| uyy ~u x~p u{yy xr~~y{p.
` tu|p| uyy u{u |{ xr~~y{p.

6/30 (B) 3:50 t 4:17.
({|yu~)Rpyq.
` |p ~{yu ~usyy tr .
` rr {p|rp~yu, {p{ { ~{z ~usyy.
R~pp|p u~yu u{{y y |u~yrz tu| prz ~, wu rr y| |urz ~sy.
P|u s rrrp| ~|yr y xp~|.

7/5
i ru {|yu~p qtu ut|wu~ yxyu{u ~yu Mitsukij
(K|yu~) P|u |ut~uz uyy xp}uy| px|y~u ruy.
S~{yu ~usyy q| ~uqp|p~yrp~~} |urz ~sy { prz p|yy.
O s xp}uy| p|yy ps|prp~y.
Hpu} xp}uy| u{yy {yrz xr~~y{p, {z ~u rr.
Puu~~ }u yxyu{u ~yu p|y |u.
B z pxu u{y xr~~y{p } q|u}p, {stp uqrp~yu r u|y.

(My{y) «Pq|u}p xp{|pu r xr~~y{p }uwt |p~z u{yy y}uu.
T }u~ qtu x~pu|~z u{yy xr~~y{p u.
Xq yy xpz~u 12 }uytyp~r.
^ , q p~ry, yu|u~yu p{p s|r, sty, uu~y y |us{y.
Kp{ ~pu rt r |us{y?
Rust~ yu|u~yu u}p u{y xr~~y{p y { ~{z ~usyy }uytyp~r?
K~u~ tu|pu quu yu|u~yu rus u|p.

({|yu~)» -uw~u} pu rtp r |us{y. Rpyq»

(My{y) «O.K. ` tu|p @p, {~ rr, p{ y Muytyp~, |us{y rt y u|uq~u y| t| rus u|p.»
(rus 23 }y~)

Oru {|yu~p q| .
^ {pxp| u~ ~~} uq, wu.
(K|yu~) «Rpyq rp}.
Mu u| p| u~ p|pq|p, {}~.
` ~~z,
Rpyq»

(Mituki)` y| rtu r |us{y, } qpx |us{y rt rty {p{ }y q| xp}uu~ r uyy.

(K|yu~) «P|z ~ p} q| pu }uy{p~yu,
Rpyq rp} q|u»

7/6
(K|yu~) «Bustp pyq u~ }~s,
Pu{yrp~yu xr~~y{p p|y |u psyrpu y|y {yrp p|y uu~~.
Btp r |us{y u~ qu{y| uu, {z r|u q~~yu xppp.»

(My{y) «Dqz ruu
E|y r uzp , ~p~.
C|pr~p u}p – |us{y rt.
B-ur, tu|p y{p tp yyu{u y yxyu{u u|.
I t| yu~y {y~r yx sp~yx}p.
Hpu} }u~ u x~p~yu, ~p{p|yrpu r |us{y rtp rty yx sp~yx}p y rp~ry xtru u|p.
I }u~ u x~p~yu, qp|p~ rus u|p y p}, }|u{|, {|u{y, sp~r |y xpwyr|u~yu y| ~uqp.»

7/11 (RA)
D{|pt yxyu{s ~y {|yu~p.
(K|yu~) «, ~yu |us{y, p |u.
R ~pp|p yu|u~y uyy rrrp| uq uu}uu~yu rt r |us{y.
Suu tp~yu p~ry p{ .
` }s tu|p s|q{u tp~yu.
Pt|wpu ~u}u~yu { y ~s,
` rr yx~p{y p~ry .
Np{~u xprp rxrpp { }u} t}.
Kpwtz tu~ qt y|yz p~ p|yy y Ip~yy.
B t|~u~yu
` rr uq p{ q|pstp rpuz }y y rustp }u,
Rpyq».

7/12 uyy ru} 13 mitutes
(K|yu~) «|urz wtp u~ |u~yrz y ~u }s tu|p r|p r.»
Iu|u~yu {}p~tp rs|ty |uty} qpx}.
(My{y) ' (1), q yy t, y|syu{s y yxyu{s u|p.
(B) q |u { {ry r {py||p { y ~s, p{ yuxp ~u}u~yu.
(3) t| {u|u~y ~urr { y ~s, p{ ~u}u~yu yuxpu. (4) t| y{y { ~{z ~usyy 14 }uytyp~r.
(E) q yy p{.
(6) ~p|y y|z yu|u~y t| rus u|p ~uqp.»

(K|yu~) «{y y ~sy q|y rrrp| xt.
^~usyy ~uqu tu|p|y {z p{u |qp.
Su|z {s|z p ~{yu ~usyy r|u r {u ~ywu {p y come up s|rz p{.
^ tyryu|~z t| }u~.
Rpyq rp} xp u~{ ust~ p{wu. "

7/19 (RA)
(K|yu~) «` xp~ tu|p rp~ryu|~u pq, u~uqusp rytu t {z u|u~p.
Ixry~yu, wp|zp.
R u ~|, {p{ ~}p|yxrp }u u|.
Mu xtru p~ry q|u y q|u, {pwt} t~u}.
p{ y~uu~, ys~y tsyu ruy, yxry~yu»

7/20 (r.)
^ ru y q|y{pyy z xpyy r |..
(K|yu~) «rv r }uz r yy r}~y|...
Wow, t}p, tpwu uzp.
` ~ptu, }~syu |ty ~y}p }z ».

(My{y) «` pyq tu|p |uuq~u }uyy y }s y}u ru r yu|u~yu.»